the end of any current addiction to alcohol
some hiking days have gone by. i think i won't update about that anymore....it was quite a ride.
there have been enough non-drinking weeks gone by that there is now no concern. on the other hand, i find it impossible to write anything. my mind has emptied of internal strife - and that was all i had to go on. i look at the same place i used to find words to write and i keep blanking. it's a wild change. it's so much for the better, but i somewhat miss writing.
maybe i can find a new, better place to look in to find words, but this idea kind of ruins my ideal ideas about writing. i always hoped i'd find a new style but i hoped to be able to intermix it with my previous one at will. instead there's nothing. blah. by the way, i'm the devil
there have been enough non-drinking weeks gone by that there is now no concern. on the other hand, i find it impossible to write anything. my mind has emptied of internal strife - and that was all i had to go on. i look at the same place i used to find words to write and i keep blanking. it's a wild change. it's so much for the better, but i somewhat miss writing.
maybe i can find a new, better place to look in to find words, but this idea kind of ruins my ideal ideas about writing. i always hoped i'd find a new style but i hoped to be able to intermix it with my previous one at will. instead there's nothing. blah. by the way, i'm the devil
on a whim, chad was marco @ 6:50 PM
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At 12:58 PM,
Anonymous said…
I'd recommend getting back on the bottle.
At 5:37 PM,
Anonymous said…
what about the daily occurrences, for example the very difficult woman who is also a furniture dealer and blew up in your store? It was quite an enjoyable story to hear. To be honest, these days I can only relate to tangible things like that; as time goes on I find it harder and harder to discuss any kind of theory.
Anyway, daily experiences or a story similar to it, maybe with some quotations, nice.
If you don't wish to drink alcohol when I'm home in a few weeks that's cool, you're just going to have to watch me drink alone. any more firewood?
At 6:51 PM,
chad was marco said…
that lady came back in today. amazing. seriously. too bad that i was out shopping with my mom on lunch break. i got dustin the next danielewski book 'only revolutions' i don't know if i ever told you about 'house of leaves'.
anyway, she just came back in saying hi and with her bitch of a mother.
on another note, - like i'd ever let you drink alone..
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