i liked the way a lot of this was put

from Blurred Clarity

related: now that i've had some years off, i'm starting to appreciate that i was a history major. i'm starting to understand why i would want to learn about it and once i fully (or at least slightly) grasp what i want to know and learn about, i probably will go back to grad school for a related area. i think it's time for me to take a nice broad look at history. my desire to get in depth as possible with any event no matter how small is fading. i never could follow history in high school because it was broad and left so much out and left me feeling helpless to ever understand it. but now that i've seen some more of it in depth i'm satisfied that i know what it would mean to study it real in depth and i'm thinking i'd like to take a look at it in general and look for the patterns that emerge there. all the sudden...i'm making a plan (!?)