Today, huh!!

ahh, i love that expression. (well, really only how it was expressed one time in particular by the sun-browned man on that sun-browned day). but yeah, today. There's nothing going on at all except that i feel sturdy and full and clean, clear, getting there. movement is less restrained, breathing is less restrained, conversation is less hesistant, words are less refined, communication is more enhanced. mmm, tastes good.

wait, aren't you still there, unhappiness. where do you reside? looming deep down in the beat of my temples, waiting to come forth, revealing your brood. you wait, creeping behind your webs, mouth drooling over, noticing all your opportunies that i give you to come forth. waiting, grinning.

ahh, but you don't know. this time i've got you. your cracks you sneak out from will all close at once, much to your surprise, ha ha ha, it will hit you slowly, the realization, slow and steadily and sickeningly, you will discover your situation helpless, over, dead. gone you are.

so come again the sweet gain of living; tell me again about your wavy flow, your rythmic beat, you without definition, you with your straight-standing pride, knowing that it's for the best that that you lack.

(and...a phone coversation...and...end of discussion, post)