Post-Dashboard Stuff

there have definitely been times i've looked to the sky for help. thought, i remember happiness being defined up there with clouds and trees. but actually they're just mirrors like almost anything else. the funny thing is is that what i remember from childhood most is happiness. it was the dominant feeling.

another funny thing is that once i realized there would come a time i would have to leave 'home' i thought that that meant that i would have to abandon happiness. crazy but, thinking it was for the best, i began the process right then, young as i was. heh, if i would have just taken it all in stride. don't tell me about the perils, they're better experienced than worried about. and if one of them takes me off the cliff don't cry that you didn't warn me. maybe i wanted to be blind