The Fall

and i've subsequently entered the low part of coming down from a high. there are moments inside of conversations with customers where i fear i won't be able to continue. there are weird moments when an old man's face looks strikingly fuzzy or an old lady appears to be 4D. but actually i've fallen since then. then, i was acting beyond my normal ability, with an abnormal energy and it was all too intense, but also at times very rewarding. i knew i would fall from there. now the energy is decreasing and the attempts are less far-reaching. but i feel safer here. more tired but more familiar. and soon i will eat. i won't have the energy even to post after that tailspin, i imagine...