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i have to live like this, like i am now, even though i don't necessarily agree with it. at least it's living.
i'm bothered by things that shouldn't bother me and i'm doing things i'd never do after reasoning them out.
envy me this. for this is all there is for me and i have it. 'it' grows and 'it' changes, if 'it' needs expounded on.
my internal thoughts have gone from a field of blowing wheat in a picture to a single sprout, right outside, that has gotten a little rainwater and just in time.
that seed has far too much work to do to be able to examine what it is doing.
i'm bothered by things that shouldn't bother me and i'm doing things i'd never do after reasoning them out.
envy me this. for this is all there is for me and i have it. 'it' grows and 'it' changes, if 'it' needs expounded on.
my internal thoughts have gone from a field of blowing wheat in a picture to a single sprout, right outside, that has gotten a little rainwater and just in time.
that seed has far too much work to do to be able to examine what it is doing.
on a whim, chad was marco @ 4:58 PM
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At 10:49 AM,
ClickNathan said…
yes well to be a growing seed, struggling, daunting tasks ahead, is in my book much more worthy than to be a fully formed field left with nothing to do but blow in the wind until it gets hacked at by oily machinery or the scruffy tongues of smack*lips cattle.
At 5:54 PM,
Jaya said…
maybe you don't need to know what you are doing...you just need to do it...be an active participant.
cheers & hugs!
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