I'm obviously missing something

well the title was created earlier in the day. at that time i had a long post about summer/spring things already typed up in my head. but now at the end of the day i'm very much tired and not going to type about warm concrete and dirty twigs.

oh, and so the title would have meant that i was missing summer you know. yeah, pretty cool.

a new fantastic point of view? .....!

will they ever change the word writer to typer. like, typer's block, and 'i just felt like typing something up today' ha, thing is, you could write things down, but you have to type things up.

who in the world would name their kid Harrison?

I'm so out of the zone.

the only way to get back into the zone is to pretend you are in it even when results tell you otherwise. but one, as the power holder over blogger, does have the power to delete. but, alas, i would have deleted each and everyone if i deleted each time i got the urge ta.

back in the zone, hmmm, hmmm, haha. type dammit. damn nit.

and all the while, the radio goes, ohwhoawhoaaa, listen to the music.

now i feel like kevin mcdonald, in his KitH skit, write what you know write what you know. or even better, gareth, when he yells out 'dog eats bone' or something and then tim says 'say what you see gareth'

ah, a new paragraph. i think i need to lose some of my following before i can concentrate again. that's not true, but i wanted to say it. ...wouldn't it be a shame if i posted this. wouldn't it be a shame if you read it? this far i mean? i'm laughing at you, right in your face, and there's probably a little bit of spit spraying on you...

i have so many untestable theories in my head. they make common sense, but it can't be that simple. so maybe this is just me taking a break from so much seeking.

hmmm, a new look at the title makes me wonder if i was portent to mine own miserably-on-and-on-ingness