good, it's nice out, and it's raining

i awoke smiling as if under berries and willows. yet i still want to challenge everyone to be cynical. i felt a peace this morning that used to be reserved for 6th grade saturdays where bird chirps and cars splashing outside my window held me captive to by bed for all their beauty. but i remember yesterday i wanted everyone to expel all of their cynicisms on me. don't fear going on tangents. please go as deep as you like. or berate things on the surface. all cynics are welcome to comment. think of it as a challenge. think of it as a way to better perceive what it means to be cynical. what does it do and where does it get you.

also, i wanted to look up, at w-m.com, the meaning of the word episodes. i particularly like 1.b. i call the posts my situation and the narrative my life. or something. obviously 1.c. works too. and 2. plus who can resist it if it's new. plus you can process it all passively if you wish so there's no pressure. just entertainment

Main Entry: ep·i·sode Pronunciation: 'e-p&-"sOd also -"zOdFunction: nounEtymology: Greek epeisodion, from neuter of epeisodios coming in besides, from epi- + eisodios coming in, from eis into (akin to Greek en in) + hodos road, journey -- more at IN1 : a usually brief unit of action in a dramatic or literary work: as a : the part of an ancient Greek tragedy between two choric songs b : a developed situation that is integral to but separable from a continuous narrative : INCIDENT c : one of a series of loosely connected stories or scenes d : the part of a serial presented at one performance2 : an event that is distinctive and separate although part of a larger series3 : a digressive subdivision in a musical composition