Am I Complaining? Yes, I Guess

there's this new country song called mr. mom with lyrics like 'crayons go up one drawer higher' that gets played 3 times a day and its tune goes exactly like the beginning song for the dennis the menace cartoon

i really have a hard time paying attention to almost anything because everything is so boring but i have a hard time doing anything exciting because i dont think i could handle doing anything new, i've lost the ability to forget myself and leap in. therefore i sit around dreaming all day. also, as a rule that i've learned to live with, in order to live the way i've chosen, i never never allow anything external to effect my mood. there is always an exception to never never but it is rare. so,, (don't you think there should be a use for ",," in at least informal writing) it is sad for people to talk to me because i never (rarely) adopt their mood and they usually by default accept my mood, of moodless. most people think it is boredom and it probably is.

the hardest part in life is the conflict between brain and body. but the best way to live life is as a happy hypocrite